After condemning my friend J. who is ‘broody’ and desperate to have a child, I’ve just found out I’m pregnant 
This is not a happy, celebratory occasion for me. Only a month ago did I start my new job, which I really love, and as regular readers of this blog know, I no longer live with my BF (he stays in London, I’m up here).
I really don’t know what to do. I thought I was infertile AKA ‘barren’, as I stopped taking contraception ages ago (didn’t want the chemicals inside me), but so far had always been lucky. I don’t really want a child; on the other hand I’m 34 now so if not now, then when?
I have to think carefully about this one. Having a baby would undoubtedly change my life forever, and probably not in a good way. I’ve only got my independence back, and don’t want to give it up again in 9 months’ time, and then for another 18 years 
Filed under: Career, Daily life, Work | Tagged: family, Infertility, older mothers, pregnant, shock, Work
Hmm. April fools’?
yup
well spotted..
Funny that you decided this joke… Freud would be more than interested to analyse this… LoL…;-))
NIce banner picture BTW.